You might be already aware that you are afraid of meditating. That can be a big reason for not choosing meditation as a healing tool. But even more challenging is for those who are not aware of their own fear. People who are dealing with fear of meditating are usually pushing the fear in the background. And that is causing a resistance.
Are you dealing with panic attacks? Do you loose control over your mind? Does it feel unbearable to live like that? Do you feel most of the time in head or somewhere floating above the ground? Here are some helpful realizations that will help you with healing your panic attacks.
Are you facing with horrific night experiences? Do you feel as though these experiences are almost demonic? Or you are convinced that experiences are actually demons? Do you feel as though someone is entering into your body and completely manipulate or control you? Are those energy scare you to the bones and hunt you every night? Lets take a look what is actually happening to you.