Blocked unbalanced sexual energy
My sister’s example: blocked – unbalanced – sexual energy
One of the first signs of blocked sexual energy within her body appeared in very young age when she started to pee in her bed. Another sign appeared as peeing in her pants while making presentation in school. Also, if she laughed hard, holding peeing was almost impossible. Although nobody gave those signs attention in her early childhood troubles, these were already first big signs. Inner blockades within her energy field were already blocking her normal functions on the genital area. Once within us a blockade covers our genital area, the body cannot function normally anymore.
Beside peeing issue, later in her adulthood it also restricted her to have normal and serious relationship. She had a few relationships and all of them were short and with almost no intimacy. Later on, through the process of self-healing, she described me how she also never felt a real need to have a sexual intercourse. There was no desire and sexual drive within her body because of the blockade on her genital area. Because of that she could not experience pure sexual energy or any conscious relationship.
Those inner energy blockages also prevented her to become aware of powerful inner female sensuality. When sexual portal blocks, it also remove us from creativity and true inner joy. All those areas in our life becomes unbalanced and under-active. So Karmen felt deep suffering because she could not attracted in her life balanced and serious relationship. She also could not discover her creativity to express herself at work or anywhere else.
Reflection of unbalanced sexual energy:
Now lets take a look at difficulties she was facing in different areas of her life;
SEXUALITY AND RELATIONSHIPS
- not feeling the sexual energy within her body;
- not attracting serious relationship;
- without serious, balanced relationship;
- older she got, less opportunities arose to meet somebody;
- rare sexual intercourse, all of them empty, cold and without respect;
- not being able to hold peeing at night (when being a child);
- peeing in pants when she laugh;
- injuries on the genital areas – at skiing, while working out;
- enormous menstrual cramps after the age of 27;
- hormonal imbalance;
- sensuality and expression of feminine energy completely blocked;
- feeling sensual towards herself and her body not known to her;
- she looked very feminine but vibrated a man qualities;